I took a day off. I hadn't planned on it. I am saving leave, but my youngest son came over. Rob's girls are already here, but I have a day to just spend time with Ian. It didn't turn out as planned, we were supposed to go to yoga, but he didn't feel well. We did have a nice breakfast together, and did some shopping. Then we came home and took naps. That is a good day off.
This whole week has been good really. Not anxiety or panic attacks. No depression. No heavy heart when I wake. It has all been good. I started taking a vitamin D supplement this week. Not sure if that has anything to do with it, or if it is just having the kids here, but I feel fine.
I mentioned to Ian yesterday my PTSD symptoms and my goal to heal this year. He does understand the abusive situation I used to live in. That he still lives in. Thank God I am free from that.
Christmas is only a couple days away. I am not stressed although I do feel like I am not doing something or forgetting something. I have all the presents bought. I purchased the dinner fare yesterday. I am sure it will all be good. Just watching the kids all talk and laugh together, that is what it is all about. Loving each other and spending time together. No drama. No conflict. No negativity. Just laughter. This is the best present ever.
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