Negativity has a way of creeping back in...don't get me wrong. Life is great. I am blessed. I am happy. Bur my career seems stalled and for some reason that seems to bring out the negativity in me.
Instead of looking for the challenge, I get worried, scared, look backwards and fall in a bit of self-pity. It is hard. Letting go of this perspective, this idea of victimhood. Learning to love oneself and believe in you...it is a daily struggle. I know in my head that I have talent, I have something to offer, but I feel I am always trying to proved myself and no matter how hard I try, I am practically invisible.
I am still healing, still learning. That is not going to stop me from living again.
It is time to get off this pity train. It is time to stop letting fear rule my life. It is time to be me and be proud of who I am. It is time to live with a purpose. To live boldly. To love those around me, and let myself be loved.
We are all meant for more than what the world tells us. We are bombarded with messages that we are not enough. We were born enough. We were equipped with all we need from the start.
This is the next to last day of the year. It has been a good year. I have come along way. I still have more to do.
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