It's been a rough week. Monday I went to the dentist and had my first laughing gas experience. I don't think I will do that again. I felt like I was drunk and was being forced to listen to autotune R&B. It took hours for the numbness to leave my face. I was sick to my stomach for two days and exhausted. Yesterday I went to my back doctor. I much better experience but he warned I was in bad shape again and needed to sit on my ice pack, which I am doing now.
Work has been good though. When I am there and not at the doctor, I am getting stuff done. That makes me feel good. Being productive is good. Feeling good about my job, perfect. I think my tension is down too. Having said that, I am having weird dreams and nightmares. It's a good balance I guess.
I am slowly kick-starting some new changes. I am not drinking. I am trying to cut back on junk food and sugar. I am still doing yoga in the morning, reading my bible and praying. I still don't like my hair, which probably means I am still not happy with me. I am a work in progress.
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